Saying Goodbye and Very Best Friends! 3/7/2009

Saying goodbye to the gigantic black head that has accompanied Matt everywhere he has gone the past few months was bitter sweet. That little thing drove me crazy, it did NOT want to come out, yet when I finally got the little bugger out, I wanted to squeeze another one out! It is a sickness that I have that I love, yet hate. Squeezing out black heads, zits, cleaning out the wax in ears, is SO disgusting to me-yet I can't get enough of it. Well, so long giant black head! For my little guys sake I hope you never come back, but for mine...Just kidding!

Koda and Sis have the CUTEST relationship. She can get him to do almost anything she wants him to-which is why my poor little guy has so many pictures in his sisters clothes! Here she had decided that it was time to give Koda a dance lesson. And we all know that you can not have a proper dance lesson without the proper dance attire!
Changing outfits for different types of dances was a must in Miss Bailia's class! But Cooper did not mind-he is game for anything!
While looking at the pictures of my little goof balls it makes me laugh, yet I feel so sad at the same time. I wish I could cherish these days more-not feel so uptight all of the time. I know the dishes can wait, the laundry that is piled up can wait until tomorrow, and the floors don't need to be vacuumed again. Yet I find myself day after day getting caught up in the whirl wind of being the perfect everything to everyone. Then I ask myself-does it really matter? No! So why can't I let go of the perfection I long for? Because I know in a few short years my kids will be grown and out of the house, and I will sit thinking about the things I should have done...